That ol’ “impending doom” feeling…
Well, to all those that wished me well and good fortune with regards to my last post, I thank you, but I’ll admit, I wish you had wished harder.
About 2:30 this morning, my dad had a heart attack.
I’m kind of at a loss on this one. I guess first thing, it’s not as bad as one would think. Which is still pretty fucking bad. He’s okay, but they had to pop open a vein in his heart, put a stent in, and tomorrow they’ll be assessing the damage.
It’s scary, really scary. This is my DAD. He’s not supposed to be, well, vulnerable… But all those IV tubes, all that … vulnerability. It’s really hitting me. Time is ticking onwards, and…
Fuck, i just don’t know. I don’t even know how to feel about this. I think, maybe, I’ll just let this one sit until i know more.
Be well, all.
You be well, too. smush